If you find that you’re ‘unusual’ in areas that might be related to what you suspect happened, get help for your memory loss and the reasons behind it. We block things out for a reason, yes, but sometimes our minds are wrong for doing so because the scars are too deep and need treatment. It’s a very tough road (I equate it to heroin recovery, at least from what I’ve heard of heroin), and possibly one of the biggest fights of your life, but if the monster is still tormenting you after all this time you need to expunge him. He has no right to your happiness, your sense of security, your relationships with others, your self-confidence or any other part of you. He never did. Monsters like that are both pitiful, and unworthy of pity. They’re also far, far beneath you.

Much support and love to you, sister. You are strong. Never forget it.

Anyway. WTF?! So as long as the child gets something molesting her is okay. How is this NOT the judge setting a precedent that if the child receives a gift the molestation is okay? Doesn’t that just make it a form of prostitution? OH. I forgot. That’s how abusers work ANYWAY. Hurt someone, then buy them a present to make it all better. -.- That’s one hell of a precedent.

@ Leasha – A 10 year-old was wearing a thong because parents let their daughter’s wear sexy, provocative and age inappropriate clothing. Osh Kosh makes string bikinis for infants.

But i have to ask, what was a 10 year old doing wearing a thong?? JW

I did the same as you. Baby Alijah Mullis is what brought me to this site. I used to live just a few miles from him and his so called parents Travis “TJ” Mullis and Caren Kohberger, we had mutual acquaintances. Travis took Alijah to a nearby beach and killed him and threw him out into a field on a roadside. You probably read about him already. Anyway, when I came here it was because I was hoping to read that these wastes of skin were in prison. Unfortunately they still have not been to trial yet even after all this time.

After finding this site I immediately became addicted and read every story on here as well. Now I keep up with all the new ones and write a couple to. Again, welcome to the site and I hope to see you on here!

I’m sorry Little One

Here we are, the adults, entrusted with your care,
And all that we have taught you is the world just isn’t fair
So young to have suffered the worst our world can give
And I wonder how you’ll manage to find the will to live

Abandonned as a child, when you were only four
You’ve been let down again, by our ignorant law
I wonder what you were thinking, as your innocence bled
They used you and abused you, but its YOUR fault they said

You must have been in a world of unimaginable pain
As those brutal men tore baby flesh, again and again
You sought out your justice, in the legal way
You had every right to believe that the guilty would have to pay

But now the evil judge from hell, has raped you once more
Though its a legal kind of rape, cos he’s a man of the law
Apparently your protection, depends on the way you dress
If you don’t wear the right clothing, then sometimes no means yes

Now they’re free to walk away, but I know you’ll never forget
How 2 men stole your innocence, and the judge charged you their debt.
Can you ever forgive us, Little One, for the pain we’ve put you through?
I’m so sorry, baby girl, this aussie heart breaks for you.

I mean, come on Phil – these all-CAPS posts are almost always a dead giveaway that the poster is nut case on a rant.