Armin Meiwes
This stunning bisexual beauty goes by the name of Armin Meiwes. I mean, this is the type of person who might just tempt a straight man to, shall we say, experiment. He enjoys a lot of things in life, such as a fine glass of wine, a freshly lit cigarette, and eating cock.
No, no, no… You’ve got it all wrong, Armin doesn’t enjoy eating male chicken… He also doesn’t suck penis… He eats IT. The Male Sex Organ.
Allow me to give you a general overview; Mr. Meiwes is a cannibal and has been an active member of a cannibal fantasy website (The Cannibal Cafe) for quite sometime. Well, on Christmas day 2001 he decided to make his dream a reality.
Enter Bernd Brandes. Brandes was brought over as a guest of Armin and was soon to become his meal too. Bernd was given a tour by Meiwes and his “slaughter room” made an exciting exhibit at the time. There was a holding cage for victims, a meat hook attached to the ceiling, and a bed garnished with a floral bed spread.
Ah, I forgot to mention that Brandes is also a bisexual! Because of this, it was still not awkward when he was led to the bed and disrobed. Bernd then proceeded to down a bottle of Vick’s, some schnapps, and twenty pain killers–all supplied by Meiwes! I guess it’s the least he could do since the next action on his agenda was to saw off the man’s member after he could not successfully sever it with his teeth.
Once Brandes penis was no longer attached, Meiwes attempted to eat it raw. It was too chewy so he decided to cook it with some salt, pepper, and garlic while Brandes just laid in bed. In short, Bernd Brandes’ Bush Beater got Burned. Literally… So it had to be thrown out. Talk about sacrifice in vain.
Meiwes, dissatisfied with his blue-veined meat log, put Bernd into a warm bath in which to bleed out. Armin went into the other room to read Star Trek Adventures while waiting for his victim to die. Well, after ten hours he finally did, but not before he was taken from his tub and put once more to lay in the bed where he was stabbed in the throat several times. The body was then hung on the meat hook in the ceiling where 65 pounds of meat was to be scraped off and portioned into plastic bags before being placed into a rather large meat freezer.
Armin Meiwes ate the meat for the next ten months and even attempted to make flour by grinding some of the poor guy’s bones! He was arrested with 15 pounds of Bernd’s body still in the freezer.
So, why the “perhaps?” Well, I left out one tiny detail… Bernd was a willing partner through this whole shin-dig! They connected on the Cannibal Cafe after Armin put up a wanted ad and Bernd contacted him with the desire of masochism, death, and to be eaten afterwards. Also, Bernd attempted to eat the penis as well and was quite disappointed when he heard Armin had burnt it!
This whole story sounds like it could have simply been fabricated and I wouldn’t expect the “he was a willing partner” defense to stand in the courtroom. So, how did Meiwes get off with just an 8 and a half year sentence? They made a 2 and a half hour video documenting everything they did!
So the controversy is this… Is it wrong to kill and eat another person if both parties are willing? They always say “you can’t rape the willing” so maybe this is just taking it one step further. Also, in 2001 cannibalism was not yet illegal in Germany!
Germany was quick to save face though. The prosecutors appealed the case stating that Meiwes should have been tried for murder rather than manslaughter. The conclusion of the retrial was a sentence of life imprisonment after being convicted of murder.
Armin Meiwes claims that there are around 800 cannibals in Germany. He supposedly shows remorse for what he has done and made an interesting decision to become a vegetarian once he was sent to prison.
Just remember, boys and girls, if you take a tour of someone’s house and they have slaughter house, don’t eat or drink anything you’re offered there.
Does Armin Meiwes Deserve Hell?
- Yes (51%, 167 Votes)
- Yes but only because he burned Bernd Brandes' Penis ala Armin (27%, 87 Votes)
- No (22%, 73 Votes)
Total Voters: 327
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WHAT? WHAT? WHAT? What the hell?! I don’t even know how to comment on this bizarre shit!
This is some fucked up shit.. I’m in shock from what I just read.. Wow!
I thought I knew some messed up people in life but this guy has them beat hands down.
Im going to be very careful who i say,”eat me,” to from now on.
This is just damn …urgh…yuck…gross!!!
And very well written YoMomma. But YUCK!!! Lol.
Aww, thanks. Thanks for all the positive feedback guys!
You know we love you YoMomma… Your writing is so much better than mine… Hell, I’d skip the story & just give them the torture sentence and no one would ever know why if I wrote them….
Amy, I’ll bring the season salt on our date… :))
No salt for me…but plenty of garlic;)
…with some fava beans and a nice Chianti
pfft!pfft!pfft!pfft!pfft!pfft!
How about if we compromise and go with Garlic Salt? Maybe a little Worcestershire sauce to give it a little “Bite”…. :))
One can tell by his smile that he likes to eat cock.
So fricken disgusting BURN cock eater BURN!!
Armin used to practice for his human feast by making marzipan sculptures of body parts. He even took pictures and researched recipes online!
Every once in awhile you manage to find a POS that we could make a useful member of society, instead we lock them up. Damn.
Now, since he really enjoys the taste of cock, we should go ahead and send all the pedophile climples we come across to be his cell mate. Hell, I’d even supply them with a full blown kitchen in the cell and cookbook to help Good ‘Ole Armin get it right the next time…
The only question I have is: How long was he supposed to cook a vienna sausage?
That;s the best idea I’ve come across in a long ass time!
Lest you forget, he’s a ‘vegetarian’ now… ;)
What, did he find penis substitute in Wal-Mart?
Oh my gosh, they have that!? >:)
Maybe it’s Spam flavored?
My two favorite things: Spam and…… Substitute >:D
I figured you’d say Wally World and Spam :-p
Nah, I prefer K-Mart… Mwahaha! He’s a sick bastard, regardless.
Is it bad that I’m hungry now? It’s your guys’ fault, all the talk about garlic and salt and whatnot…
-Seriously, awesome write up YoMomma. This is some of the weirdest shit I have ever read. Next time I tell someone to eat a dick this is all I am gonna be able to think about.
Damn Europeans, again raising the bar in sick and twisted practices!
Great write up, I love that he has become vegetarian once in jail! If you can’t eat human flesh, why eat meat at all right? Haha
rofckinl
omg… wowee, this gave me a huge grin.
personally, i say he only deserves hell cuz he burnt the guy’s member, & thus foiled his last request!
(fyi for whoever… i think i find this funny because i am a big fan of “right to die”. i think that suicide is a choice, not a criminal act, & helping someone can be an extreme act of love. now, don’t go flamin’ me here… i have my reasons, & my understanding of both sides of the argument, & i don’t wanna get into it :) to each their own.)
I agree with you wholeheartedly. I’m upset that mercy killings are illegal for those that are suffering. We can euthenize an animal so that it doesn’t suffer but as a human you have to live through the pain, be drugged up, or break the law taking your own life, leaving a mess behind for your family and with the law.
I was upset people criticized Dr. Kevorkian so much. If it was someone’s dying wish to be put to death without pain, I’d do it in a heart beat.
i think i love you momma :)
Awww, thanks. Love ya too!
Yeah, it’s hard to feel bad for the victim… I mean, could you imagine wanting to eat your own weiner? Wait, maybe I do feel bad for him- he had to be nuts, right?!
Oh, did they eat the nuts too?
I suddenly had this song come to mind with your post diana:
Berndnuts roasting on an open fire
Armin nibbling your nose
Yuleinnards being hung on a tire
And folks sliced up like Eskimos
Everybody wants a kidney and some
little toe
Help to make the season bright
Eyelids with their pupils all aglow
Will find it hard to fry tonight
They know that Armin’s on his way
He’s bringing lots of pans and goodies
In his sleigh
And every mother’s child is gonna spy
To see if Armin really knows how to fry
And so I’m offering this simple wish
To Peds from 21 to ninety-two
Although it’s been said many times,
Many ways
Burn In Hell to you
You, sir, have a gift!
Oh, nice! Now I’m gonna have that song stuck in my head all night!
Bring Armin to CT – save us all a few bucks!
Great song……. Now what’s in my head
… Don we now our gay apparel….
and
… Light the you’ll tie Carole…
I don’t know which is more wacked
1. Wantingto die, but wanting to eat your own wiener first
2. Agreeing to fulfill #1 for someone
3. German law that just does not know what to do!
WOW……u certainly have talent mister…..
I’ve been researching this guy and studying the details for a couple months now, and I can safely say that while neither Armin nor Brandes actually consumed Brandes’s nuts, Brandes did ask that Armin bite them to make them burst, which he successfully did.
That collective sucking in of breath and snapping sound is the sound of every man reading this quickly hiding the boys and imagining the pain.
…
I’m gonna go cry now
As one third of our collective person I can say this with certainty…
I’m glad this one is on you and not me. I am not jealous of testicular trauma. Ever hear the Heywood Banks song “Trauma to the Groin”? It’s nice to find it funny and not potentially pain-inducing.
Times like this, I’m extra glad to be a girl.
All I can say about this is “Jesus Tap Dancing Christ”! WTF…..
Two consenting adults – who am I to say …..?
Oh im happy to say aomething about these two…”sick, sick mother fuckers…”
I’ll admit, I think these guys are weird.
I just hope they didn’t ‘send their little soldiers into battle without any armor’.
Unprotected sex with somone you just met is foolish.
Oh My God!!!!!!!! I just woke up on my day off and was planning to make a nice breakfast of sausage and eggs (a rare treat for me), and now I think not!!!!!!!!! I wonder if this cannibal website is still up? (Not that I intend to visit it, lol!) What kind of sick person allows himself to be drugged after seeing the slaughter house and meat hooks in the basement????
It’s not, I have searched my ass off for it. After this story came out, many people were working on a ban against cannibal websites and I think they may have succeeded.
I think I found it…I think.
Scroll down to my post. I gave a little info on the website. I visited a website named the Cannible Cafe but I dont know if it is real… It is VERY disturbing….So just scroll down and find out more about it.
Scroll down to my post. I gave a little info on the website. I visited a website named the Cannible Cafe but I dont know if it is real… It is VERY disturbing….So just scroll down and find out more about it.
IM WAAYY DOWN ON DEC 5TH, 2010.
Damn….I…..um……wow…..umm…..yeah….what?
LOL!!!!!!
That is the so nasty……..freaks.
WTF? This is the strangest thing I’ve ever heard in my life. Even stranger is that Germany didn’t have a law about cannibalism until after 2001. But the craziest part is, is that someone actually volunteered to let Armin Meiwes saw off his penis, then eat it…not without trying a bite himself of course. Ew. I think I just threw up in my mouth a lil.
800 Canibals? Is that for real?
This is one (well, 2) sick freak (s)!
Maybe that number can be reduced….. if they all make such arrangements…..
Haha, true that.
Funny Fred :-)
This happened about 40 km from my hometown. I can still reacall how the newspapers wrote about it for weeks and months. I can although remember the hordes of people coming from all over Germany just to see the house or even people trying to break in at night! Now, THAT is the sickest part of it I think!!
Not too long ago he wrote a book and even tried to sell the rights for a movie. But I`m not sure, I think they`ve forbidden him to sell the rights.
Taken from all the interviews people who met him, said he was a very nice and smooth person. Creepy……
So was Hannibal Lecter…he was a very refined gentleman…
Man, you’d have to be pretty smooth to convince someone that they want to be cooked, eaten, and murdered. Or murdered, cooked, then eaten, which actually seems normal compared to what took place here…
You’d have to be smooth to convince a man to have his cock bitten off….ouch!!
in this case…wasn’t he…cooked, burned, murdered then eaten? I mean…wasn’t the “meal” also planning to eat himself and was “unhappy he had burned it”? That’s pretty sick in itself…Like…how could you eat yourself like that as well? seriously…twisted.
Hee hee Kenny… I think it was eaten, fed (he tried to eat his raw weiner, right), cooked, burned, murdered, cooked, then eaten again… What a mess.
Actually Diana I think it was…
Lured…
Seduced…
Chewed…
Sawed…
Fed & Chewed again… To rubbery….
Fried…
Burnt…
Murdered very slowly… (Didn’t want to destroy the meant…)
Butchered….
Packaged…
Frozen…
Thawed…
Eaten again….
Did I miss any steps in this one?
Lest we forget, Bernd and Armin cooked and ate Bernd’s Balls or “eggs”
NavyCop I thought Armin just bit down on them to burst them…?
Another well thought out and well written story. :)
I agree that this was a consensual act between two adults…….a fucked up and depraved act for sure but ultimately consentual
No one should be criminally prosecuted for this case
A documentary on the case was shown in england last year as part of the Body Shock season. Titled The Man who ate his lover
A good quality stream of this fascinating and visceral documentary can be found here
http://quicksilverscreen.com/watch?video=33092
AWW Heal Naw!!! Fucked up peolpe walk amoung us everyday…
The world is going crazy……….seriously, everyday you see every kind of people. I personally think both of these men are sick mentally though. They should have asked for shrink’s help instead of go on with their sick fantasy.
This is why I go completely vegitarian when I travel… oh and sleep with a 38 on the night stand.
Is it my imagination, or are there some really messed up freaks coming out of that part of Europe? Think I will pass on Oktoberfest.
This one has me perplexed.
On the one hand they are two consenting adults so why do I give a fuck how freaky they want to get, doesnt hurt me, but on the other hand I don’t think you could be sane and want to be eaten by some one which would mean the “dinner” was unable to be consenting due to mental illness.
A conundrum wrapped up in a riddle.
Actually FunkDupp by what your saying then we can’t allow mentally ill individuals to eat anything. After all, if the insane are not allowed to make decisions, then how do they survive under this theory?
While I admit the insane are not permitted to make legal choices and can not be held accountable for their actions, eating has never before been a legal issue thus consuming this meal, or burning it, doesn’t really break any laws….
Bon Appetit
I think this guy deserves a stay in a an asylum, not Hell. He’s obviously seriously screwed up. Sure, we all have our fetishes, but taking it that far shows a mental imbalance, to say the least.
This is the grossest thing that I have ever read. HOw could you willingly want youir wiener eaten? This is almost funny except for someone died.
Wow. It’s the dumbass version of Hannibal Lecter.
Lol…but Hannibal was sexier. Or at least Anthony Hopkins playing him was exier, lol.
Oh yes, MUCH sexier.
But possibly bi, which kind of ruins it all for me.
Damnit.
I dont see why everyone hates him so much. The guy that he killed had a deathwish, to be eaten after he was tortured. So as far as Im concerned, he did everything he was supposed to. Its sick, no doubt, but they had their own fantasies and wishes.
well Amelia – here’s the thing. We live in a S-O-C-I-E-T-Y. While there is, and should be a lot of wiggle-room for personal preferences and tastes, there has to be a point where the desire of the individual are overridden by the good of the public.
There may be debate about where exactly that point is, but in a serious, thoughtful debate, it is somewhere in the “middle”. For people with limited critical thinking skills, it is more likely to be really far to one side, like your position.
As a society, we can not allow people to kill and consume other people, even if the “meal” is willing. Wanting to be hurt or tortured to death is a rather good indication that one has mental challenges. Wanting to kill, torture and eat someone is also good indicators of insanity. So because some chance encounter brought these two freaks together does not mean that they should be allowed to follow through with their sick fantasies.
Even ignoring all of that, think of this: If we say it’s OK for TWO people to engage in deviant behavior, then how can we say that ONE person engaging in deviant behavior is not acceptable. So some baby-rapist who gives in to his sick thoughts would have to be deemed at least partially acceptable. And, unless you are a sick freak yourself, I am sure that you don’t think that baby-rapists are cool.
I understand your point, but let me give you a small lesson in what I like to call brute practicality.
1) Society does have wiggle room, this is good, but you act as if the absence of cannibalism-based laws will permit all humanity to eat each other. The cannibals will eat each other whether it is illegal or not, as seen by many cases, if there were no laws regarding it, ordinary people would not eat each other.
2) If cannibalism were legal, only cannibals would be cannibalized obviously, and eventually there would be none left, so why are you complaining about the man anyway? Either way the cannibals will die, either as an expensive execution victim, or as a tasty snack.
This is just sick and wrong. No matter how you look at it. Oh n to whoever it was asking about the canibal website here ya go http://web.archive.org/web/20021002100842/www.necrobabes.org/perroloco/forum/ccforum.html
the canibal cafe forum is so werid it got shut down after this happened.
you should read some of the f*^&ed up s%$# they have on there.
Why would anyone WANT to read it? Unless they had cannibalistic tendencies themselves…. Hmmmmm
Oddly enough it took 2 years for this to show up here. He was arrested in Dec 02.
And reality is his victim wanted him to actually bite off his cock not cut it off and Brandes claimed his penis was “chewy”.
Oh Armin. What a character(:
What’s the odds Armin Miewes became a fan of Saturday Night Live after the “Dick in a Box” skit?
“Just remember, boys and girls, if you take a tour of someone’s house and they have slaughter house, don’t eat or drink anything you’re offered there.”
One tweek: Especially if it’s a piece of you. lol
I am disgusted with you people. Why do you find it necessary to pick on this poor man? Cannibalism is a LIFESTYLE. Just like Nudity, just Homosexuality. Lighten up and let him live as he pleases.
Due to an error, there are still a few of you left alive. We sincerely apologize for any inconvenience this may have caused you.
If you feel that way, I’m sure there are a colony of naked, homosexual cannibals fighting to the death and eating the loses that will be more than happy to take you in….
Yeah, I own the book. :) I really like him.
Congrats. I hope you understand that Armin went shopping online for his next victim when his supply of Bernd “Burger” Brandes started running low… Hell, he even interviewed a few people. Armin freely admitted that he knew what he did was wrong and also admitted that he would do it again in a heartbeat. Perv.
Cannibalism is sick. I don’t care ABOUT his mother. Mrs Bates is dead. He needs to be with a REAL WOMAN. Suck the P*u#sy, don’t cut it. What is the name of the book
??????? what in the world are you babbling about?
Don’t do crack. It’s a ghetto drug.
I’m going to take a guess and say…. Pyscho…either way I’m right :)
Meiwes has absorbed most of Brandes’ qualities through a kind of ritualistic cannibalism practiced typically only by the most devout sects of Christianity. He now has the strength and intelligence of nearly TWO men and he’s dangerous! You can expect him to escape any day now, probably adopt a new identity, and EAT SOMEONE YOU LOVE!!
Considering they were both dumbasses, I don’t think we have much to worry about…
Everybody should just leave him alone! Firstly the story is wrong. They both wanted to eat the penis, also they had sex and he was going to eat him but chickened out. So they went to the station, but wanted to try again so then they went and got sleeping tablets, then cut off his penis. Then Brandes complained he was cold so he got in the bath. The water turned red from the blood and his lips went cold. So Armin asked if he was ok and he said he was and he was just tierd so he layed on the bed to sleep. Then he said to Armin that he was losing blood and would go to sleep and go unconcious. Then amrin was told to kill him and eat the rest. So he kissed his forhead and went down stairs to read his book came up and stabbed him and thats the end of it.
You make him seem like a killer. But he isn’t the victim was willing and they were both caught up in a sick love story. You have made it look worse than it is and left out facts.
They were just messed up people who found each other and made each other happy.
Nothing would make me happier than getting my penis whacked off.
That sounds painful miwist…….ohhhh oops my bad…you mean the other ‘whacked’….lol….carry on….:)
You know, it was completely consensual…I don’t think he really did anything technically wrong. Cannibalism wasn’t against the law, for one thing, and the other guy WANTED to be eaten.
theres been instances of this its like people thinking there vampires drinking each others blood, theres people who eat there own flesh, hell there are people who have amputee fetishes and cut off there own limbs, i mean they dont go to jail so maybe the cannibals should hook up with them?
i think theres probably a bunch of people out there who think of eating other people and dont act on it…. i think its smart he filmed it as proof it was consensual but then consensual sex with a minor is illegal so consenual cannabalism must be the same… but if there was no law he should get off…. and be locked up in a mentak institution and studdied lol…. i mean humans are meant to taste like pork (fyi they smell like a pork roast when baked in the oven) so why not just go eat a damn peice of pork??????
reminds me of a book about a cult who were devotees and had a master who cut peices off them to eat till they were jus limbless bodies and died… ill try and recall the book
*dont ask how i kno humans smell like pork roast its a sad story of a murder some 15yrs ago*
I actually find Mr. Meiwes story to be quite interesting. Voraphilia is a larger fetish worldwide than you may know, and there are thousands of people who not only want to be, but are sexually aroused by the concept of eating, or being eaten by, another human.
Meiwes, you have to understand, yes, probably had what people consider a “mental disorder,” but at the same time, he is not insane. He obviously is very smart, able to carry out a plan, and able to carry a conversation.
Mr. Meiwes spoke with many people who volunteered for this before Bernd, none of them were eaten, and Mr. Meiwes had no issues when they backed out. He is a kind and considerate man, who simply has a “strange” fetish, though in mentality, his voraphilia and cannibalism is no wierder than any other fetish or pet-peeve.
Yes, it may not be as widely accepted of a practice, and to people who do not have this it may seem strange, but you have to see it from the perspective of the people he was with.
I am certain that homosexuals do not find homosexuality to be disgusting, for that is what they are, just like race, sex, and age, sexual preference, and preference in any sort of environment, is often frowned upon by those who are not of that class, but welcomed by those who share its characteristics.
If you asked anyone who was involved with Meiwes their opinions on the man, they would probably tell you that he was a charming individual.
As far as the judgment of his soul is concerned, that is between him and God, he seems to be very sorry for what he has done, and is now a vegetarian. I am certain that when the time comes, Meiwes will find himself where he belongs.
Is the Cannible Cafe website real.. I took a look at it and it is very disturbing! Its similar to something out of a HOSTEL movie.. But I think it was fake..but yet again it was supposedly used by this Armin dude.. The Cannible Cafe is supposedly a website owned by “california & midwest human female stockmen’s association”… They are people who intensively train(brainwash) women to become completely inhuman and submissive. Once they finish trainig the women(or cattle as they call them) the auction them off to the highest bidder. The purchasers often use the women for torture, sex, cannibalism, and snuff… The website also has a messaging board where Cannibles can communicate(and how Armin found his volunteer)….. Check out this quote from the actual website….
“The California & Midwest Human Female Stockmen’s Association is a professional association of Ranchers and Stockmen specializing in the raising and production of Human Females as Livestock, for use as meat and snuff slaves. Every member’s ranch is inspected by the C&MHFSA as sanitary and disease free before full membership in the Association is granted. In addition, every one of our ‘cows’ are completely trained as snuff slaves as part of the production process.”
Kinda sounds to taboo to be true..
Let me know what u think.
This story is so inaccurate and the author a jackass. Do some research before you make an idiot out of yourself by printing falsehood after falsehood!
How do you know? All I see is words. Nothing objective. Just because you said it doesn’t make it so.
Prove it.
Or troll somewhere else.
Besides, this is so old, why do you care?
People have always been fucked up. I am very interested/curious about weird and crazy stuff like this(not that I would be involved with it) and in my opinion consensual murder should be legal(of course in an organized way). A lot of species are cannibalistic and so are humans.
I never heard of this until I watched the movie about him…it’s crazy. The way I see it he shouldn’t be guilty since the “victim” wanted it done to him.
If anyone’s interested the movie is called “Grimm Love”
What the Hell did i just read?
what the fuck?!, still though he cooked his junk but burnt it, peak onn his lifee!!
I’ve always been a fan of this website, but after reading this article am starting to wonder if most of what I read on here in biased in the writers opinion, and not as true as I’d thought. I know it’s already been stated in earlier comments but yes the victim was willing to participate and be eaten, and yes he even partook in tasting his own flesh. The pain killers and alcohol would be expected to lessen his pain, and he most likely helped to plan this ordeal beforehand. I have done alot of research on paraphilias, cannibalism usually being one of the less strange ones. Any can be broken down to their basic elements, and are psychologically instilled in a person in their younger years when they somehow associate a happening with arousal. Just like this man did with Hansel and Gretal, which he’s mentioned in an interview.
Anyways, anyone interested enough in morbid matters to be a writer on such subjects you’d think would gain a bit of insight into the killers and person’s themselves instead of seeing it as a sorce of entertaining reading. A bit silly to write about these people in such a biased way, no sense in exposing yourself to such heinous crimes if you can’t handle them in a mature, openminded way. So dear writer, take this in consideration before horrifying yourself over henious actions, and then ranting angrily on this website.
Sorry was just very dissappointed :(
This “crime” is so conflicting. On one hand murder is illegal, but i cant help but feel his sentence is so wrong. Both men were willing participants. The man who died knew that was what Armin wanted to do and he by all accounts wanted to die. I mean Christ he even tried to help eat his charred penis. There were other responders before and Armin let them out once they changed their minds. Obviously there is something wrong with Armin mentally, but then again a lot of people have mental issues. I am not a psychiatrist nor do i personally crave cannibalism, but it’s something that’s fascinated me since i snuck a peek at my mother’s Jeffrey dahmer book and there’s a sympathetic part that feels maybe these people feel that alone that they need to feel some very sick form of closeness that they grossly choose the ultimate” you are what you eat” path.
“Blue-veined meat log.” I’m not sure if the sound that escaped my mouth when I read that was the beginning of a laughing fit or vomiting episode.